dbsk i love u!!

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2009-03-13T00:28:00.000-07:00

hi all.
sorry my laziness has got me again.
seriously v.lazy to upload pix so i'll just type.
the past few wks were ok.
busy during the wk ends.
& during the wk days.. had slp over @ frenz' houses, went to sentosa, KL. n to mediacorp to watch campus superstar & concert @ marina floating platform wif mt, sh & gwen.
really hope these fun moments will nv end.
if only we have more time before work starts.
before april 6 comes knocking.
omg.. im starting to dread..
hate tt the holidays r coming to an end.
hate tt time is passing so fast.
hate tt my frenz & i r all going on separate ways.
wk end is here & i cant wait for wk days to come.

Japan pix part 1

2009-01-03T21:48:00.000-08:00

after a tiring afternoon shift on the last day of yr 2008, i reached home feeling & looking as sulky as ever.
put my bag on the table & noticed a parcel.
wat the..!
it totally brighten me up @ tt instant.
it was from japan!! omg!!
from yoko!!
but i did not immediately open it.
cos i hope the happiness can last within me for @ least another day.
so tt i can look forward to opening it tml.
& so.. after my morning shift on the 1st day of yr 2009, i opened it.
wat the..! again!!
i'm so touched!
yoko actually went into the effort of making an album for me.
not only tt, she also wrote the details of places tt we went tgt, & places where i went wif the sch.
yoko & her parents also wrote a msg for me @ the end.
=') !!!!
it was a lot of effort.. i can imagine them making the album for me.
just like when i was at their house, they cracked their brains & wrote down the places of interest to bring me to.
omg.. they really r the most wonderful ppl i've met.
THANK U for giving me such indelible memories.

here r some combined pix taken from yoko & my cam.

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When: Oct 4 2008 [Day 2 of study tour- free time]
Where: Totomi Hamamatsushiro

Who: Yoko, Naomi, Yuko & i

me wif Yuko & Naomi

outside Hamamatsu Castle

L to R: Yuko, Yoko, me

my 3 new Jap frenz =)

inside Hamamatsu Castle- Samurai

dis is v. Japanese- torii

if i din rmb wrongly, dis is the statue of the man hu built the Hamamatsu Castle

Snack time!

outside the shelter is a beautiful pond

1 time OK!
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Where: Kamoe Kannon

step 1: Pick up a bamboo water holder.. & pose =P

step 2: scoop the water

step 3: pour

it's a belief tt if u 'fan' the smoke towards
ur head, u'll become smarter

throw a coin inside & make a wish

larger version of the inside

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Where: Ichino Shopping Centre

lunch time!

after placing our orders, the store keepers gave us a machine [above].

i was still standing there & waiting for the food.

den, Yoko said we could go.

she explained to me tt, once our food is ready, the machine will beep.

so, we'll know when we can collect our food.

i was v.surprised.

so i waited wif anticipation.

i was tinking of the volume of the beeping: will it b loud enuff?

sure enuff, after a few min, the machine beeped.

so loud like nobody's business!

den we went to collect our food.

when the 4 of us finally settled down, i was shocked again.

i din know tt the food court actually supplies free flow free green tea for every1.

so u can c in the pic, i was the only idiot hu had a drink.

& pai seh to say, it was a treat from Yoko.

after lunch, we went to take neoprint!

it's so much cheaper there compared to s'pore.

it's abt S$5+

their poses r so much better.. of cos. haha.

i had a fun time wif them.

though i just got to know them, i don feel they r strangers to me.

& i was v.happy to c tt all 3 of them tried their best to communicate wif me.

1/2 english, 1/2 japanese.

& we even made use of the electronic dictionary in the shopping centre to do the translation.

haha.

after shopping, we left Ichino.

Yoko & i went to Yoko's house to meet her parents.

i was v.scared at 1st.

but after meeting them, i know it's unnecessary to feel tt.

cos both of them r so.. so nice.

in Yoko's car

to be continued..

=X

2008-12-13T23:29:00.000-08:00

hellooo ppl!
long time no touch dis blog liao. haha.
prcp is entering wk 6.
omg time has passed so fast.
im still struggling wif riting reports & making changes.
esp during morning shifts.
im always on afternoon shifts.
anyway, i've completed my nite!
**phew.. thank god.
my slping pattern all messef up.
reached home liao slp.
slept for a few hours den wake up.
woke up alr, slag for a while need to prepare for work again.
anyway, pls visit dis url when u'r free [or not].
http://poppydome.livejournal.com/
thank u. =D

just the beginning..

2008-11-01T21:09:00.001-07:00

hi all.

just finished posting @ CGH OT & A&E.

i don like majority of the staff in A&E.

but i wont condemn CGH, cos OT was fun. =)

saw some interesting surgeries & procedures.

& at least there was smth to look forward to when going for attachment. =) haha.

here r some pix taken during our A&E postings.

[i realise, im always posting pix from attachment, haha.]

dis pic was taken wif timer. rini put the camera on a bench, on top of her camera cover, so it's tilted. haha. & of cos, me in the shitting position.

we were so pathetic wif the pic taking. it was den tt a pt. offered to help us. =)

oh ya, as u can c. mike goh was our CI.

he was v.nice & patient. n sometimes he would crack a small joke, but the effect was quite big. haha.

ok shall stop here.

will continue next time.

i guarantee it'll b abt the japan trip!!

DBSK ROX!!!

2008-09-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

omg!! i just finished watching dong bang's new video..omg they'r so hoooot!!! hahaha.omg..im so gonna buy their cd!!!!!AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!

ok..gotta grab a hold of myself. haha. omg!!!

okok..attachment is finally over. i must say i really enjoyed dis posting.
when i went to the ward on the 1st day, i donno a single soul.
but my attachment mates, esp. those hu were in the same shift as me, r really great, nice & funny ppl.
it was them that i managed to survive dis posting.
i mean, the staff there r nice,frenly & willing to help, but i don tink i can manage alone.
im really v.happy to know them. =)

on the last day of our posting, we bought doughnuts for the ward staff & CI [pic not here].

*salivation*

@ nite, we took pix in the tea room. due to camera differences, the lights in both pix r... different.
so.. here!! my attachment mates! =D

top to bottom; left to right:

me, germaine, elton
kiran, yin shan, su

ok. shall stop here. cya!

count down: 10 days

ずっとの友達！

2008-06-29T19:27:00.000-07:00

sat was xian li's bday, 誕生日おめでとう！
went to her bday party on sat wif mt, sh & carmen.
carmen supposedly late de, but in the end she waited for us to complete our book.
haha. =P our masterpiece! so proud of it. haha.
anyway, @ the party, we saw many new faces, as well as familiar faces-- our band seniors.
i tink we were the most noisy there. haha.
mt & i spoke in foreign languages tt we don even understand wat we r toking abt.
BUT! somehow we managed to understand each other. haha!!
thru expressions & hand signals. haha.
den we took pix wif pauline & xian li-- the 千手观音。
it was damn funny la!! the pix turn out to b v.nice, wif sh as the lead. haha!

u've seen 千手观音's hands going upwards, wat abt downwards? haha.

us wif the bday ger =D

xian li's pretty & sweet bday cake

carmen's spy shot
mt & sh eating silently..BUT
eating in the dark is romantic! ..& scary. haha.

xian li's guest book & our beautiful hand writing
[not including the 'MY DAY']

notice carmen's 'twist' sign. haha. =P
the guest book resembles naruto's 'scroll'

the food, cake & everything were delicious. i ate a lot..fat liao..='(
den the 4 of us tok a lot abt our sec sch days, band days & ppl.
we really missed out a lot during these 4 yrs.
it was really nice toking abt the past. but time was late, so we went home.
really enjoyed myself. haha.
thank u all. those involved in my happiness on sat. haha.
hope there can b more band outings so we can continue to chat like nobody's business.
ok? love u all!! =D

happy day~~

2008-06-23T19:55:00.000-07:00

received a call from mama on sat. sis gave birth liao! haha! so happy =D it's a boy!
so after my jap class, went to visit sis.
couldnt c the baby cos he went under the light to rid of jaundice.
but i managed to get his pic. =) so cute! got lotsa hair. haha.
den after visiting, went to join sp @ JE stadium.
i missed the 1st half of the game but managed to catch the 2nd half.
albirex won!! the whole of the 1/2 stadium on the left was cheering.
the kids were v.happy. haha. cheering & clapping tgt wif the adults.

R.I.P

2008-05-20T21:43:00.000-07:00

received a sad news yest..
she left.
i don know her well but we'r considered acquaintance.
i respect her for her bravery & courage.
if it were me, i donno if i would pull thru.
i've been reflecting since i know abt dis.
im sure u've read smth like dis in e-mails:
'pls let ur loved ones know that u love them b cos u'll nv know if tml nv comes'
yes it's true cos humans take everything for granted.
they only realise the importance & value after they've lost it.
there's no take 2s in life.
though im saying dis, i sometimes hope i can give the remaining of my life to another.
someone hu knows how to love & value life more than i do.
someone hu, when they look back @ their life, will not regret wateva they've done, or will not regret not having done smth.
ppl ard the world r dying.. life just seems so vulnerable suddenly.
may god bless the unfortunate & hope tt they would b happy above.

Together

2008-05-11T01:06:00.000-07:00

もうしこの背中に翼があったら
今すぐ君に届けたい
溢れ出す幸せを

*もうしこの背中に翼があったら
今すぐ君に届けたい
溢れ出す幸せを
双翼風にのり光輝く未来を
together
いつまでも

夢に見ていたこの景色
harmony 耳を済ませてみれば
いいのこの道で会ってる
いつも不安で揺れていたのさ
振り返ることもしないまま
ずいぶん遠くまで来たんだ

**何もかも早すぎて変わりすぎて
its never gonna stop
well keep on top
'n be together

repeat*

i got this feeling deep inside of me
yeah its a miracle
出会えた奇跡を
I don't believe that i'm alone
You tried to tell me and now i see
君は分かってったんだ
now i've opened up my heart
can't wait to hold you in my arms
繰り替えることができたなら
こんなに遠くに来れたから

repeat **/*

i'm trying to walk away
always on the same old day
every little step i take
becomes my own

この気持ち
wont change wont fade away
もう一度
you are the one for me
君だけ

今この瞳にひろがる空を
今すぐ君に届けたい
懐かしい喜び

君といつまでも
忘れかけてたの
未来を
together, forever
いつまでも

楽しい日々を
思い出すよ
いつまでも

Credit: silentone127

アルビレックス... ヤホー!!

2008-05-05T22:23:00.000-07:00

went wif sp to JE stadium to support アルビレックス.
a game against seng kang punggol. it was a new experience for me.
sp actually knows so many of their names. omg..haha.
anyway, there were quite a no. of supporters, of which was a malay couple.
the couple has been supporting them for a long time.
i was shocked at how supportive they were, & must really take my hat off them.
den sp's fren xin e came along. nice person. =) her jap is really gd.
the match ended with a draw.
reached home around 11+. tired & hungry.
they'r having another match dis sunday.
そして, どいとゆじを見たいですから, 日曜日に JE stadium へ行きます. =)

JJ is hero, im the heroine =P

2008-04-26T10:31:00.000-07:00

man, im so in love wif dis song!
dis is chinese version sang by SUJU M.
their pronounciation is v.gd, considering most of them r koreans.
& there's rap also. haha. i like Ryeowook & Kyuhyun [Han Geng also not bad].
their voices damn nice la.
n so is JJ's. =)
ok, anyway, check them out.

n YES! I FINALLY DONATED BLD! haha. on the last day of the bld donation drive.
finally there's smth i can b proud of. haha. =P
it was painful @ 1st when the SN gave me the anesthesia.
hand became numb liao, she poked a bigger needle.
den after a while she came to check & say my bld flow v.slow.
so in the end, ppl donate 1 pack of bld, mine wasn't complete, BUT!
almost complete. abt 19/20 of the bag.
den she bandaged me wif a yellow bandage wif bee printing.
i tot it looked cool. haha.
i must say dis again, i din donate b cos of the bandage ah. haha.
went back home, took out the bandage, took a bath.
after tt saw a tiny bruising @ the injected site. hematoma izzit??
until now my arm still hurts. i tink it's the muscle.
hmmm.. anyway, ttz all.
お休み.

YES! DBSK I LOVE U!

2008-04-24T17:57:00.000-07:00

omg.. rin told me tt her fren has seen dong bang!! omg!! envy like siao la!!
den she said that jj looks like a doll, v.fair, n looks fragile. haha.
& changmin is the best looking among them. haha.
unbelievable but true. =P
rin must b damn happy la. haha.
wonder when we can get to c them..
hopefully we can get backstage passes also.

jean's design =D

2008-04-20T20:04:00.000-07:00

jean designed it for me de. nice ba? thx jean!=D

colour checking

2008-04-11T03:51:00.000-07:00

saw dis in jean's blog.
i tink some parts not v.true, but most r quite true. haha.
try urs here =)

You are Orange Wolf type, who is plain and simple.
You give an impression of being very clean and tidy.
You don't get shy and are open sort of woman.
You are very straight forward in that you do not really care about the others feelings and emotions.
Therefore people think you lack feminine consideration.
You are intelligent person, and have wide knowledge.
You will not be influenced by emotions and therefore can make decisions objectively.
You can express your individuality well, but in personal life, you tend to build a wall around you and will not let others intrude your life.
This makes you open to criticism.
You think high of your private life, and may not be able to see the situation you are placed.
You can make calm decisions, and your criticism may give a wrong impression of you, but really you are kind and generous person.
To those who can read your true feelings, they will appreciate your greatness.
You don't have any wicked feelings, and are person of pure heart.
You show humane generosity to people around you.
You don't care about public opinion, and you live your life at your own pace.
You will take time as long as you think is necessary before you come up with conclusion that you believe to be reasonable.
And once you decide on things, you will go for a long term version, and your result will be consistent and steady.
You can observe men well, and will choose by taking your future into consideration.
After getting married, you will be better at being a mother than a wife.
You will not depend on your husband so much and will have an ideal family.

meaningless, purposeless, useless..

2008-03-27T02:06:00.000-07:00

been looking forward to the holidays. now tt it's finally here, i hope sch can start soon. there's nth to do. frenz r either having attachment, working, or r going out wif other frenz.

been really 烦 recently.. plus, i no longer look forward to sat's jap class. taking E2 class now. the teacher.. monotone, boring, expects us to memorise certain things, n practise wif our neighbour. @ the end of the lesson, it's just memorising wateva is in the book. we can do tt at home. we din pay for those.

life just seem so meaningless n purposeless suddenly.

namae no imi

2008-03-02T08:09:00.000-08:00

saw dis in mt's blog & find it rather true, haha.

What Cindy Wong Miew Hung Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

猿渡圭織

2008-03-02T07:14:00.000-08:00

saw dis in someone's blog, so went to try it out. My japanese name is:

猿渡 Saruwatari (monkey on a crossing bridge)

圭織 Kaori (woven fragrance).

try urs here. =D

『恋空』... 見たい!!

2008-02-24T01:19:00.000-08:00

YES!! 『恋空』is finally here in s'pore!! been waiting since last nov, cant wait to watch it!! was so happy when i saw the poster in the magazine & @ cine. =D another movie i wanna watch is 『クロサギ』. donno when it'll b shown in s'pore. erm.. aug?

on the last day of exam, our class went to kim's house. just nice it was the last day of CNY. omg.. we had so much fun! haha. i laughed non-stop esp when we were playing the 'indian poker'. haha. the person whose card has the smallest value must do forfeit. 3 'de-merit' points: 1 forfeit. the 1st person hu did the forfeit was regina. haha! her forfeit was funny!! haha. eric, cynthia, rachael &.. err, i forgot, sorry. ahha. they were playing mahjong, so vanessa told regina to mess up their tiles. haha! the way regina messed them up was like a little ger, so cute! hahaha. =P

overall, it was a gr8 day, a BIG THANK U to KIM & FAMILY for the warm treat, also not forgetting the rest of the class =), really enjoyed myself. =D

YAAAAAAYYYY!!!!

2008-01-26T19:22:00.000-08:00

誕生日おめでとう!!

bastards

2007-12-12T00:19:00.003-08:00

i esp hate n despise ppl hu cant put themselves in others' shoe for they'r in no position to criticise anyone.

beautiful cadenza

2007-11-19T21:19:00.001-08:00

yest outram band had a concert in SP. met up wif rin & carmen @ woodlands mrt. was having a bad mood.. sorry if i was rude or anything.. din mean it..

anyway, we met the rest @ SP n i saw our neighbours. ok. blah blah blah. the concert started. they played some familiar pieces like 'prince of egypt', 'mouthpiece mania' & 'i'll follow him'. wa.. i love the 'i'll follow him'. it started wif mr tan playing the piano, followed by the winds. damn nice! i like the atmosphere n the flow of the music. v.soothing. den the climax!! radin played the trumpet solo!! omg!! it was damn damn damn....MARVELLOUS la! fabulous, fantastic..watever. haha. i tink i would've fallen for him if he were older than me. haha! =P den thruout most pieces, he was shaking his head to the music, the way like ai ying shakes hers. =P den the percussionist also. kept shaking n moving his head, legs, body. haha.

oh ya.. forgot to mention. got dis grp of boys sitting in front of us. they v.rude la. when the band was performing, they tok n laugh like nobody's business. pls.. it's neither ur house nor ur sch. pls show some respect.. uncivilised, juvenile, disgrace!! den i saw a boy wif his earpiece on. he was doing smth, rather than looking up, so i presumed he was listening to his own music n not giving attention. really v.rude. i tink they v.'rich'. all those ppl.. detest n dispise them!

den when the band finished their last song, rin they all were like passing msg, 'shout encore?' den in the end, seems like rin n i were the only one shouting. haha. i was scared tt she would stop shouting, so i looked @ her for reassurance. haha. thank god she din stop. den after their encored piece, rin n i stood up & clapped. haha. pai seh.. but hu cares. i've nv done dis in my life n i doubt i'll ever forget it.

HELLO!

2007-11-11T20:38:00.000-08:00

hi ppl!

loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time no blog le, miss me ba? hahahaha. been too lazy [=P] & busy to blog le. wkdays busy wif sch & ICAs, wkend busy wif new activity!! but it was fulfilling. i don feel tt bored anymore. yes! i took up a jap course wif sp @ alexandra rd. =D so proud of myself, finally taking the 1st step. haha. =P

hmmm.. 3/11 was the 1st lesson. the way the sensei tok v.cute. n im wondering.. if i were to tok tt way, ppl will puke &/or say i act cute. but for japanese, we'll tink it's natural for them. haha. how come ah?? anyway, the 1st lesson was fun. got 12 ppl in the class wif diff. age groups, nationalities, occupations, blah blah blah.

went to watch 'game plan' wif pe last sat. it was so nice! lun ask me to prepare tissue for the movie. so exaggerating. haha. it was touching but not to the extend i'll cry like mad. den was late for the 2nd jap class. sensei told us her age.. omg.. sp & i couldnt believe it cos she looks so much younger! hmmm.. must learn from her how to bao yang.. hehehe.. =P

ok shall stop here, going to class liao. cya! =)

hanakimi-siao!

2007-09-28T12:10:00.000-07:00

wa! long time no blog liao! cos i lazy n also have been watching hana kimi. the jap one. damn nice! haha. =D i prefer dis to the chinese one cos they din drag the story [mayb except the last part]. n i really feel i wanna b part of them. i mean in dorm 2. haha. but for both dramas, i like the xiu yi character. here's a pic of the drama [sadly, n donno y he's not inside]. but.. nvm!

yeah! nakatsu!!! =D but hero's still the best! haha. oh ya! special thx to MT & SH for helping me wif the blog skin. haha. after so many times liao i still cant do it well. anyway, 谢谢!

oh ya, not forgetting to post a pic of dbsk! yaaahhh..!!!! u guys just rock la!!

yawn +++

2007-09-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

yo! attachment finally over! =) but i miss the pt. haha. unbelievable. but i tink regina can understand. haha. next will b attachment @ kk. hope it'll b fine. hmmm.. so now 1 wk break.. donno wat to do. msg the louis n asked when can start work, den he din reply.. -_-" forget it la. can rest also. haiz.. sian.. tot after attachment will b happier n free. seems like it's not the case cos im too free.

gambatte!! hwaiting!!

2007-08-26T02:15:00.000-07:00

haiz.. tml's attachment again.. dis time @ imh. hope it'll turn out fine. haiz.. really sian man!! 2 tough wks to pull thru.. WE CAN MAKE IT!!

不能说的秘密

2007-08-23T13:02:00.000-07:00

omg i just watched jay chou's 'secret'.. i cried like siao. it's such a beautiful story.

"life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moment that take our breaths away"

time for celebration~!!

2007-08-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

wa..!!! long time no blog liao! miss me rite? i know.. esp. cynthia. =P

yeah! exams over! haiz.. attachment coming.. but nvm la. one huge rock removed liao, a few pebbles r ok de. hmmm..

going to cut hair tml.. haiz.. v.fan ah.. donno wanna cut wat pattern. actually decided to cut short liao, den changed my mind again. haiyo! i v.indecisive.

hmmm.. i know i got lotsa things to say, but i forgot. too long liao. haha. anway, i miss the ppl in 9B. dis the 1st time i hate exams more than attachment.

ok. i donno wat to say liao. nite.

S.H.E!!!

2007-07-29T22:36:00.000-07:00

woke up dis morning, tinking whether wanna go s.h.e autograph session or not. cos no one has the album. i asked zh, she has the album, but she's meeting her fren to do project. so no choice. after breakfast, sat down n read newspaper. still have not made up my mind. den i turned on the radio n heard the DJs. it's live @ IMM. all the ppl there were waiting for s.h.e. if i don go, i'll b sitting in front of the radio, listening n imagining the scene there, n watz worst, regretting for not going! so i got ready n headed to IMM under jean's guidance. haha.thx! =P ok, anyone reading dis must b tinking, 'so ez to go, u donno? lousy la!' haha.

when i reached IMM, i saw these 2 gers, their pattern obviously betrayed them, telling me tt they were going to c s.h.e. so i followed them all the way up. den i looked everywhere for the queue. den i asked a security. den i walked into a large, spacious warehouse. i saw the queue. it was the head of the queue, so i walk n walk n walk. hopping i could c the tail soon. min flew, n how many ppl i've passed. no tail seen. all i could c were different head colours. wabiang!! the freaking queue so freaking long la!! den finally!! i saw the tail. after 3 hrs plus of queuing, finally we were inside the 'caterpillar maze'. step by step, approaching s.h.e soon. den finally went on stage! selina v.pretty. hebe also not bad, eyes big big. haha. n lastly ella. unlike the previous times, she used to b v.warm n jumpy. but today, she seemed a bit.. 没精神. i tink 多多少少 is b cos of DJ ba. haiz. 艺人有艺人的烦恼. 艺人also 人. anyway, after getting their autographs, took a look @ it. WA!! the lyrics book so dirty lo!! i tink when they were signing, they mixed up the lyrics books liao. alamak.. damn sway sia..

den went to tbp to meet sp. she slimmed down liao. cos she wore her last time clothes, den can c the results. haha. 加油!! =D we tok quite a lot. haha. long time no tok liao. den we walk walk. saw jun hao, the ex outramian--french horn player. haha.

everything, anything

2007-07-27T03:12:00.000-07:00

wed
forgot to mention in the previous entry. on wed after morning shift, regina n i went to sq 2 to walk walk. cos the next day was afternoon shift. den we went to the korean grocery shop n spent like.. 40 min in the shop? regina couldnt decide wat to buy cos there's too much goodies there. n i pity the shop cos i kept farting there. =P haha.

thurs
yeah i did NGT insertion on thurs! haha. it's the same pt. cos she pulled out her NGT. den dis SN assessed me. she's nice n new. like..3 weeks old? got lotsa new staff in the ward. erm.. abt 4-5 SN, a few HCAs n AN.

fri
hmmm... fri was afternoon shift. supposed to knock off @ 9pm, but a stupid n silly tot flashed across my mind suddenly. tt was to stay back after 9pm to copy some info for our case study. den i told regina.wa she v.steady. so, we carried out the plan. haha. we sat down @ the nurses' station n took down some info. wa..v.pek cek cos i donno how to c the case file. den i was like, flipping from front to back, n back to front. den i put back the case file, sat down beside regina. took the case file again, den put it back. den took the IMR, sat down. copy copy, den put back, took the case file again. den put back. took the clinical chart, put back n took the case file again. wa.. sounds tiring? haha. not really. i was really angry @ tt time!!! omg.. almost cried from anger n helplessness. den got dis male pt.'s bed was pushed outside, in front of us. den regina told me abt the uncle. he was having illusions, or hallucinations? haha. he put his hand in the air n tried to grab smth. he said there's a piece of glass on top of him. den said he's on a car n tt he wanna drive. =P

ok anyway, left the ward @ around 11.50 pm. both of us were tired n hungry. so went to 7-11 to buy sandwich. den walked to mrt station. we were scared tt there wont b any train service, den we would hafta take a cab home, which would b mid nite charge. but thank god. train service was extended. haha. reached home @ 1 am plus cos 63 was slow, as usual, regardless of day or nite. den reached my house the bus stop. waited for the lift. in it was dad. he'd wanted to wait for me downstairs cos it was so late le. ='D *touched*

attachment.. yawn zzZ...

2007-07-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

wa long time no blog, rotting liao!

1st day..
took the lift wif eric, shu sian, atiq n regina. 3 of them got off @ lv 5, n regina n i @ lv 9. last time was the opp. haiz. so up we went. 6..7..8..9.. inside the lift were other NYP students. coincidentally, we were all in the same ward. 原来 they r from grp 41. i realised tt later. im slow la. haha. they r not repeats but oct cohort. means.. we r junior yr 2, they r senior yr 2. they r nice ppl. the sista divided us 5 into different teams: 2-2-1. sway sway, im the only student nurse in charge of the cubicle. sian. i knew it lo. everytime it's me de.

lunch time. msg eric n asked her where she was but she din reply. so regina n i went to eat 1st. den i looked for seats. i picked up the spoon n chopsticks n was just abt to open my mouth n eat, i saw eric n atiq. sitting down in front of me. ok, a man was blocking so we couldnt c one another. haha. but i donno y. my 1st reaction was to call erica instead of bringing my food over. so i called her. she picked up her hp, looked in front n saw me! haha. den like tt lo. went over. haha. toked abt our ward staff, ppl n stuff.

wa. i tell u. it's so difficult to find things in the prep. room. so angry! look like a goon du, keep looking up n down.

got stm, forgot abt 2nd day.

3rd day..

did nth today. sista complaint abt the length of pt's NGT. den she pulled it out n asked us to re-insert. so.. i got chance to do smth taught dis yr. so i prepared the equiptments. CI assessed me. the pt. v.old le, abt 70-80 like tt ba, uncommunicative. den after measuring n lubricating, start liao. i inserted a few cm, den she started to cough, face turned red n became breathless. den we stopped n attempted for the 2nd time. cannot. so we stopped. den CI say don attempt, let the staff nurse do. so.. i missed the chance to do it. haiz..

the whole of today did nth. NG feeding, para.. ttz all. sian! den went for break @ 1 pm plus. hungry.. hmmm.. ok la i tink ttz all.

3 weeks of torture & 2 weeks of battle.

2007-07-18T10:17:00.000-07:00

wa long time no blog!! hmmm.. went out wif ay, eric n jean to k box yest. went for k lunch cos lesson started @ 4pm. sianz.. den sang sang sang, sang until 2 pm plus. den went to sch. den blah blah blah..

today..

lesson ended @ 2pm, we went to far east to walk walk. eric n jean wanna buy shoes. eric saw one tt she liked, but din buy it cos it's diff. to match wif clothes. den i saw zi jie n his fren walked past. was shocked. cos v.long nv c him liao. erm.. 1 yr? den after tt went to wisma. den went home.

tml no sch. yeah. it shld b a happy thing, mayb smth to celebrate.. if im not tired rite now. *yawn* eyes v.tired liao.. hmmm anyway, watched 'cold creek manor' on channel 5 just now. it was thrilling. i 1/2 closed my eyes, 1/2 closed my mouth. haha.

attachment is next week.. omg.. triple *yawn*.. hope it will end as soon as it comes. i hate attachment, esp when it comes to doing case study. donno which pt. to choose. choose liao, must get some info. from the case notes, den when we were doing half way, they'll kb wif us. ask us y we not in our cubicle.. den how the hell r we going to do our case study? mayb u tink we can do it after our morning shift, yes, we've tried. the call bell just rang non-stop!! den all of them passing report, or if they'r 'busy', they'll tell us to ans the call bell. den we turn out to b in the afternoon shift also. den cant bring water bottle out also.. means everytime wanna drink must go into the tea room ah? if really like tt, donno wat kinda complain they'll come up wif. oh ya. heard from thuzar tt the CI in charge of my ward is LKL!!! omg.. she n her 'impaired gas exchange'. sure die. but i wanna make up for the previous case study which was badly done, n prove to her!!

haiz.. really not looking forward to attachment. thank god got SHS n PH in between the attachment. den after attachment got exams.. die la.. but i prefer exams to attachment. den after exams is attachment again. omg.. dis time cant escape, no PH no nth.

nite.

sinfonique

2007-07-14T18:57:00.000-07:00

yest eric, jean n i went to watch xf's performance [ay meeting her fren, so she left 1st =( ]. it was a combined performance by NYP n BNSS. it was called 'Sinfonique', held @ the auditorium @ 7.30 pm.

the performance was gr8! NYP symphony orchestra played v.well. BNSS also not bad. hmmm.. oh ya, the guy hu sat beside jean turned around n told the malay gers sitting behind us, to keep the comments to themselves during the performance. nice one. haha. cos the gers really v.noisy. they kept toking n yelling for their frenz' names. wabiang.. i know they v.high, but pls spare a tot for others.

we waited n waited, no sight of violins n xf. den got interval. jean n i went to the toilet. when i was abt to enter the cubicle, jean was like hesitating to go into the cubicle. but in the end she went in. haha. den when she came out, she told me she found a hp inside. it was on top of the toilet paper container [haha, donno wat it's called]. it was a motorola. how come everytime ppl lose their motorola hp? i rmb last time eric also picked up a motorola hp in the bus. haha. jean flipped the hp open, the screen was like.. badly scarred n it was oily. den we were like, 'how?' den finally we decided to tell the.. erm.. NYP students-in-charge [again, donno wat they'r called]. haha. hmmm.. gd deed. =P den saw xf. she told us they would perform 4 songs. den we went back.

the next piece was played by NYP. jazz band n percussion ensemble. their percussion v.cute lo! haha. the guys even danced. haha. so funny. they brought the audiences' spirits up. finally, violins n xf appeared! haha. we saw xf, but she was blocked by a taller ger in front. so we couldnt c her play the violin. the band looked so big. sry, they R big. i like their brasses. their sound v.power. oh ya forgot to mention, got one flautist. yr 2 only, she got many solos n she played so well lo! after the 4 songs, no more violins.. but still got the rest, including BNSS. they combined n played 'pirates of the carribean: the black pearl'. haha, eric was like mesmerised by the song. she said she could picture the movie. ahah. jean also recorded part of it. den they played their last piece, as stated in the booklet. the piece was so long, n i don really like it. den, zhai zhai, ppl shouted 'encore, encore!' so they played a fast one. zhai zhai one lo. haha. den after the performance we walked to the mrt station.

reached home @ around 11 pm. tired..

some pix taken recently.

today...

2007-07-12T23:03:00.000-07:00

hmmm..dis morning had bio pract. after lesson i asked the teacher abt my ears. she said i should go c a doctor n do a donno wat audio test. i tink i'll go after attachment. hope i'll b fine. hmmm.. den after tt jean n i waited for ay n eric @ the lecture hall. they went to mac n buy lunch. =D den we ate in the lecture hall. =P not the 1st time la. haha. den got bio lecture. near the end of it, dr param did revision wif us. after tt he showed some slides to give encouragement, etc. many times it seemed like it's gonna end, but no lo. haha. den many of us laughed. den finally it ended. most of the ppl clapped for him. haha. he's a nice teacher. hope he''' teach us next sem.

"our song"

2007-07-12T18:04:00.000-07:00

"Haruman nibangui chimdaega dwegoshipo
Do dasuhi pogunhi nae pume gamssa ango jaeugo shipo"

thursday

2007-07-12T17:20:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.. today during clinical lab, dorothy told us her story--abt how she n her husband came together. haha, the whole class laughed like siao lo! haha, it was v.humorous. she said she used to b fat, but look @ her now! n she also told us her scary [or painful??] experience. instead of brooding over it, she joked abt herself. it's smth not everyone can do.

received zh's msg, telling me tt she saw sumitra in my sch! i mean SHS. she was shocked, n so was i. cant believe lo. anyway, saw her today. haha. last time she got short, curly hair. now, it's straight n long lo! even longer than mine. got 2 reasons:
1) i cut n trim my hair every now n den
2) my hair growth is extremely slow =(
-end of explanation-

today's lesson ended at 12nn. went to buy facial wash, den went home. slp on the bus like a log. i was v.sleepy but i could rmb my head swing from front to back, n left to rite wif my head hitting the window several times. den reached home exhausted n quiet. yes, quiet.cos tired..zzZ...

beautiful jj =P

2007-07-11T05:37:00.000-07:00

nth to do so post a pic of hero. =)

personality test

2007-07-10T21:45:00.000-07:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is low.
You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.
You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.
While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.

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new skin!!

2007-07-10T00:46:00.000-07:00

omg! finally im done wif changing the skin. *phew* 1st time, so v.tired. haha. =P a BIG thank u to jean for helping & guiding me, n for putting up wif me calling 'jean..' x999999999.. times!! haha. yeah. =D haha. but i tink it looks a bit weird.. hmmm.. nvm la. haha.

off day

2007-07-08T02:25:00.000-07:00

auntie off today, die.. during lunch time i asked my bros to buy lunch. 小的 was doing last min tuition homework [临时抱佛脚] ，大的 was playing game. so i asked 大的 to buy lunch. den he ignored me. den i asked 小的, same response. no choice. so i changed my pyjamas [dress] n went down to buy lunch. den came back liao, changed puteh's cage, fed my darling, washed the dishes, did my 2056 script. den in the evening, went down to buy dinner. wa.. tired sia, but happy. haha. donno y today my mood good. haha. good lo.

@ nite went to check the calendar for our next holiday. omg.. oct.. so far.. most of our holiday eaten by attachment..omg i hate attachment!!! den suddenly, smth struck me. dbsk's concert in taiwan is in oct!! omg, den i ran, grabbed my hp n checked! yes! their concert is on the 3rd last day of my holiday! yeah! =D i was so happy. haha. but..smth struck me again.. howz gonna go wif me to taiwan? how m i going to taiwan [i've no $$] ? how m i gonna get the tix? omg.. so many prob.. from sad, to happy, n sad again.. haiz.. 一场欢喜，一场空..

den watched videos. japanese pranks n dbsk videos. haha. one day wifout dbsk is hell. =P ok ttz all for today. boring day.. *yawn..nite.. zzZ...

saturday is live earth day

2007-07-07T01:48:00.000-07:00

went out wif mt & sh today. mt got dental in the morning so we arranged to meet @ 10.30 am, which was 1h after her dental. i woke up @ 9 plus am. den reached somerset mrt @ 11 am. mt waited for v.long. haha. sry..! den we went to cine k box [k lunch] & waited for sh. den we entered the room. wa the opp. room was so bright lo! but i tink we'r v.fortunate liao. haha. den we sang a while, there came our cereal fish!! wa hungry ah..! den mt n sh started eating while i sang. mt kept singing praises for the cereal fish. haha. frankly speaking, it was really nice! haha. omg.. im hungry now.. haha.

den after singing, went to heeren to walk walk. sh left 1st cos she going to watch NDP preview. how lucky. haha. den mt bought a pair of sandals.. den we saw dis 包鞋, v.nice n comfortable. we tried many shoes n were on the stage of going-to-buy-it, den i suggested we looked around 1st. den we went to far east n she bought a polo tee. wa 2 items liao. haha. den we went into a shop n i saw a printed t-shirt of ice-cream. i tot it looked nice, so went to try. 1 thing i hate abt t-shirts r, i like the design but i cant buy them cos they make my shoulders look so broad! hate it lo. but in the end, i bought it.

den we went into a shoe shop, spotted a sports shoe-like shoe! wow. it was love @ 1st sight! den mt & i tried the shoes. got white, red & black. we both like the red one. den we asked the sales ger for a bigger size. den she told us no more size, wifout checking. den nvm. we tot abt getting another colour. den suddenly the sales ger said got red one, my size. but don have mt's size. so she tried the white one. in the end, we bought it. ahha. =D

den we walked around. walked walked walked.. went into dis shop. saw a v.cute shirt!! got animals wif real 毛 in front one. v.cute! got penguin n one more donno wat. but both v.cute. in the end i bought the other animal. haha. we saw how the person folded n arranged the penguin shirts. she divided the shirts into 3 parts, the penguin's head, body n feet. so cute lo! haha. n the sales ger v.frenly. keep it up! haha.

ok after 1 whole day, we went home. wa, 大收获! ahha. =D den @ nite got live earth but din watch cos granny wanna watch channel 8. ok, bb.

HAPPY 19TH B'DAY ERIC!!

2007-07-05T01:32:00.000-07:00

yo! today is erica's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha. eric is now officially promoted to auntie position. =D when we reached yck mrt station, jean told eric tt we got bring flour. den i looked @ jean n was shocked. cos i was tinking, jean din tell me to bring flour! ok nvm. ay came liao, so we walked to sch. den jean said she got send me sms, so i took out my hp n checked. den i read out the sms jean sent to me, den eric started laughing.

blah blah blah.. we went to kou fu to eat. after eating, jean put her hand into her bag. she was prepared to take the flour out. den after making some eye n head contact, i.e. looking @ one another n nod, we decided to give eric her present. we bought a body shop lotion & perfume, which came in a bag. eric loves it. hahahahhaa! so the 'flour' was the present. eric got the hint in the morning, ttz y she laughed @ me for being w-o-l-s.

ok, ttz all i could rmb. cya.

TRANSFORMERS ROCK!!

2007-07-04T07:57:00.000-07:00

woke up @ 5.20 am dis morning..zzZ... reached yck mrt. saw ay [wa,miracle,haha. =P] n jean. den we waited for a while, den decided to call eric. she set the wrong time n was late. so she gotta make up for the clinical from 2-3 pm. den when we going home, ws came to pick ay up. wow..sweet~~ haha. =D jean n i don wanna b light bulbs so we din follow them behind. haha. anyway, ws saw us n sorta waved @ us. i believe not all guys r tt frenly. hmmm.. gd choice ay!! haha. 好辛福 orh! =P

went to amk polyclince wif thuzar to get the referral letter. we waited for so long n we were v.tired. so we decided to take a short, quick slp, aka a nap. soon, i fall alsp. luckily thuzar heard the ding-dong. if not our numbers would b skipped. in the end only i get cos thuzar's condition is gd, not like mine. =( anyway, supposed to meet zh they all @ 4 plus to watch 'transformers'. it was already 4 pm n i was still @ the polyclinic! den thuzar helped me take the referral letter n paid for me 1st. THX SO MUCH THUZAR!! =D den i hurried n walked to amk hub. wa, long jorney. haha.

when i reached, saw zh, sh n gwen. we toked a while, while i tried to catch my breath. gwen left 1st. den we went to the cinema to buy popcorn. soon, the movie started! =D omg..omg..omg..!! the movie was hell gr8!! marvellous, fantastic.. aiya i run outta vocab to use. in other words, dis movie is a MUST WATCH! haha. ok i tink i over reacted. anyway, i couldnt concentrate on the last part of the movie due to nature's urgent call. omg.. it was extremely urgent! but im proud tt i managed to bear till the movie ended. *phew*.. sh n zh also v.urgent. hahaha. btw, these 2 r my fav. transformers, bumble bee n optimus prime. they'r so cool! haha. yeah dis movie brighten up my day. wish i could watch it again [w/o paying, which is totally impossible]. =D

~~~

2007-07-03T04:46:00.000-07:00

wa sian lo..tml 8 am lesson.. means must wake up @ 5.20 am,den prepare n eat until 6.30 am like tt leave house. will reach yck mrt abt 7.30 am. zzZ... but! nvm. cos tml release early. n the best thing is... im gonna watch transformers [those hu have watched don hao lian hor, i know U. haha.]! gonna watch wif zh, sh n gwen. 1st time go out wif them. haha. i mean, brand new "组合". haha. oh ya! toking abt 组合, i'll come back to it. haha. k. b4 watching the movie, going wif thuzar to amk polyclinic to get referral letter. actually supposed to go wif vanessa also, but she got smth on. so in the end we 2 nia. k now go back to the 组合. haha. energy got new member!! ok nth new. haha.

hmmm... wat happened today... b4 our 2117 tut, shortly after our grp discussion. we were doing our 2056 ica n hafta rite findings from other journal articles for comparison. den A's journal v.diff. to understand. den A tried to explain wat she understood in her own words. i understand n agreed wif wat she said, so i typed into the proposal. den 'she' saw it n said it was wrong. den she pointed out the part where she tot was rite. so i read lo. it was her mistake, not ours. den i told her her mistakes. she nodded her head. so i assumed we just take wat was typed into the proposal, den all of a sudden her face turned black. den she said we cannot rite like tt base on only 1 article. y is she always like dis? the criteria is to compare the findings. we only wrote wat we understood. we did not twist any fact or add anything. even if we'r wrong, must she show us attitude? really donno wat she's tinking.. 1 min she can smile so happily, the next she can 360 degrees change to another person. den she asked jean when's our next meeting, den jean told her thurs. den she asked jean we meet for wat. -_-" i tink she's testing jean or smth. how could she not know? we havent distirbute the part as to hu present wat, n havent rehearse. n of cos to touch up the slides. watz wrong wif her??? haizz..

oh ya. bought i-weekly today. saw the news abt soul's ishi. donno y he chose tt path.. he was a talented guy n got a bright future waiting for him. i rmb i used to support soul. would rush back home to watch their performances, cheer when they achieved high scores, pray hard when they did not do well, or heave a sigh of relief when they made it to the next round. all came n gone in a flash. all goods would b forgotten when time passed, or when u did 1 bad. while all bads would always b rmb-ed, no matter how many goods u've done to make up for it. wat u expect from others may not b reflected in urself. therefore, give more n expect less. dis is human, dis is life. @ least, my life.

khalil fong~~

2007-06-30T02:24:00.000-07:00

yeah i'll b going to watch khalil fong wif shirin @ rp later!! ahaha. though he's not my idol, but i feel happy cos i can get to c a celebrity. haha. i'll b back!!

--> written @ 2.22pm.

came back liao! haha. met rin @ rp,den saw siva. haha. he changed his hair style! his face looked smaller le. 好羡慕. haha. he was going back to oss for gala nite. den we went into the hall n waited for the 音乐会 to start. rin was given a huge poster of khalil cos she won the tix. she wanted to give it to me but i don wan cos i don like him, ahha. den after rounds of pushing, she took the poster. they kept playing the same 2 songs over n over again. actually rin likes his songs de, after tt don like liao. cos sian. haha. den DJ wei bin showed up, toked for a while n said, 'let us welcome khalil fong!', den she went in. there was like.. a min of silence. he din come out. the door was partial open, so we could c the ppl hu walked past. den rin said, 'i saw him!' i saw dis guy in black spects, wearing erm.. informal suit? haha. donno la, but it was cool. den few sec later, he came out. wa. i couldnt believe it lo!! he looked normal, like any ordinary guy. initially rin n i tot he looked mature, v.man, etc. in the end turned out like tt. aiyo i v.bad. k la, he's not bad looking. k, den he sang 'ai ai ai'. wa. his voice was superb! sang just like CD. while he was singing, ppl started taking out hp n camera to take pic. den those rp ppl ran around telling ppl we cant take pix n video. so last min, like v.inefficient. ooppps..! sry. den when he told us he would b singing his last song, some part of the crowd was like, 'awwww...' omg, it sounded so fake. den got a group of gers, i tink they r real fans of khalil fong. the DJ said she noticed they sing every part of his songs, all the lines n everything they know.

ok the 音乐会 ended, tt group of gers stood outside n waited for khalil fong i tink. den among them were some guys. i recognised one of them. the superstar contestant sun wei hai. haha. den we ate @ the canteen n left. on the way back, rin managed to find a seat. den we watched videos. =D @ 1st rin watched by herself cos i was standing, difficult to watch together. den she started laughing. den the guy beside turned n looked @ her. haha. den i watched a video of jj n micky,so funny! haha. den we took 63 home. we toked abt dbsk's concert. i tink their concert in m'sia will b in dec ba. den we toked abt going together. ya, we must go!! haha. =D

colours

2007-06-26T23:01:00.001-07:00

ok, smth nasty happened in sch today. it involved a stupid idiot. the way he toked, immediately u would know he's gay. omg.. pls lo.. if we f**k face u wat? u'r worst than shit! small matter only u blew it up for wat? toked abt rape.. we nv sue u for threatening us good liao lo. aiya, tok abt smth more colourful.

yeah i've got my new spects!! yahhhooo...!! ahaha. been waiting for ages. it's black n red in colour. =) it's full frame, black in front n red @ the sides, aka the 'feelers', which r so long lo. extend until the back. u could feel them from behind my hair. haha. den i asked if i looked stupid in it, they [ay, eric, jean, shu shu, thuzar] said yes.. ='( but i know they jk nia. hahahha. =P

dbsk =D

2007-06-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

after sch today, went to buy the top! =D all alone. ='( haha. it was weird la. anyway, i love it a lot!! no regrets. haha. wed getting new spects liao, yeah yeah yeah!! =D

went to c some dbsk news. long time nv update myself le. saw a news on jj. they were having dis concert @ japan, den jj's biological mom was there to support him. den jj v.touched n he cried. *sob*sob*... anyway, dbsk designed some clothes by themselves. simple n cute. i wanna get it!! but buy online v.ex.. hmmm...

boring boiling day

2007-06-24T22:20:00.000-07:00

haiz..sch is starting tml le..sian man..n i havent even finish studying for the 2 stupid tests.. haiz.. nvm la, all will b over soon. baxia!! =D

almost the whole of today studied for 2056..thank god it's easy to get into the head. phew.. not like 2082. tt one can go siao ah. den around 2 pm going to 3, i quarrelled wif tt idiot bro again. he's a cold blooded, heartless, inhumane, stupid idiot creature! toking abt him makes me boil!!! i tink i have so much white hair partly is b cos of him.

den studied till 4 pm plus, took a nap. woke up..bathed, ate 2 dumplings n a bowl of soup. den went to study a bit, den did the trial test. i tried so many times, it kept coming out the same test. not like wat the teacher said. den also nv show the result. anyway i tink the section B was lame. haha.

den after tt watched initial D. den watch 着 watch 着, realised it was past 10 pm le!! i missed the announcement of the oricon chart!! alamak. den faster ran n on the radio. 933 was playing dbsk's 'lovin' you'. =D i read from the internet they said dis song reached 2nd in jap's chart! =D!!! haha. but.. i missed the news abt them.. haiz.. donno when they'll come s'pore. faster come lei.

sAtUrDaY

2007-06-23T21:52:00.000-07:00

woke up @ 12 pm plus today. was supposed to meet papa @ 1pm. omg..den i hurried but i was still late. everyone was waiting for me @ papa's workplace. sis, her husband, n his parents. all together, 6 of us. while waiting for the food to come, we chatted. sis n i toked abt nursing n i asked her abt work @ specialist clinic. sounds not bad, i tink i'll work in one in future. =) den god jie fu's mom sat beside me, so we chatted also lo. she said i fatter liao..='( but looked better than last time. ya i tink i grew fatter liao. but the hind part..err...donno. haha.

anyway, the food came. the 1st was a huge winter melon!! haha. we were all shocked. the winter melon had a 'hat'. haha. actually it was the stem [is tt wat it's called?]. den i tot of the monkey brain. *sob*sob* poor monkeys.. ok. den we ate roasted chicken, vegetables, fish n pork ribs. wa, full like siao. den sis went to pay the bills. guess how much was it? $52 nia! haha. den we poked the winter melon. it was soft! hahaha. we tot it was hard. ok den sis suddenly tot of 4-digit numbers. den we went to buy, n they sent me to tbp.

went to taka to meet sp cos she was peer tutoring her fren. after tt went to heeren to c jap CDs. wa..got one jap CD $72. v.sian, so we went to tbp. i saw a top, or rather, a dress. v.nice! i wanna buy but sp n i both not enuff $$, so mon den i go get it. haiz. den jalan jalan a while went home liao.

the end.

neoprint, games n food

2007-06-22T06:35:00.000-07:00

our grp met for discussion today. luckily everything went smoothly n nth bad happened. we stopped @ 4 pm plus. wa..time flies lo!!! den the 4 of us headed to causeway point. we took the train, den!! jean said she saw someone hu looked like 'him'. haha. n it was really him. haha. so sweet!! so happy for jean. =D

went to take neoprints. haha. sry, havent upload it. promise i'll. haha. den after tt went to play arcade. actually wanted to play racing car de, but got one guy refused to leave. he was v.gd lo. he completed the race n was champion, so gd liao still don wanna leave n let others play. wanna break record ah? anyway, eric n i played the.. er.. i donno wat name. but we hafta use the hammer n hit the thing, den the machine will show us the score n strength level. haha. eric's was 20+, mine was 11 i tink. so weak.. the hammer v.heavy, n i tink i din aim well. haha. den after tt wanted to play basketball. suddenly got 2 gers came out out of nowhere, said 'excuse me' only den started to play. wa.. they blind izzit? nv c us stand in front of the machine. n din even bother to ask if we playing or not. so rude. ok nvm. den ay, eric n i played. or rather, challenged. haha. but out of 3 balls, 1 ball was 畸形 n it stucked. the game v.fast over. the scores were: ay-30, eric-12 n i-14. so ay is the winner! haha. i rmb eric passed her bag to jean b4 playing the basketball, den ay was like, wa. haha. in the end, eric last. hahahahha!! =P i v.bad hor. haha. den ay n jean challenged. @ 1st jean was leading, den suddenly, ay, wif amazing rocket speed n power, overtook jean by 2 points n won. haha. overall winner--horay!!! congrats!! haha. den after tt went to eat n left.

steamboat & shoe

2007-06-21T05:55:00.000-07:00

dis morning woke up. actually don felt like going out cos tml having discussion for ica n i havent started a thing! den i received mt's msg saying her mom bought the ingredients liao. no way out. haha. den sh msg n asked me where to meet. den i told her we meet @ bm interchange at 1.30 pm.

so, i reached interchange @ 1.33 pm like tt. din c sh. so called n asked her where she was, she said she was taking the badminton rackets. i tot she'd b here soon, so i waited n waited. until my hair almost turned white. 4 273 buses past. 2 pm plus liao. she had not reached. so i called her. n to my surprise, sh tot we were supposed to meet @ redhill mrt. *sob~!* so we went to mt's house separately. so i went to queue for 273. the bus came n many ppl get ready to board the bus. suddenly..n terribly..i smelled shit. don b mistaken, me myself don smell like shit, but i smelled the shit. omg.. almost fainted.. @ 1st i tot, ok, mayb the person in front of me bought smelly tofu, cos they were carrying many plastic bags. but impossible ma. if they really bought smelly tofu, how come i couldnt smell anything earlier? n i saw the change in their faces. haha. n got one ah ma behind me used a handkerchief to cover her grandson's nose. wa.. the ah ma so good lo. sacrificed herself for her grandson. *touched++* i tink someone stepped onto dog poo or smth. ok. the shit smell lasted for like <5 min. phew, thank god. haha.

ok min after i reached mt's house, sh arrived. den we prepared the food, spoons, chopsticks, etc for the steamboat. haha. mt n her mom prepared the soup liao, thx! haha. so we started pigging out. it was a simple, but delicious, filling n cosy steamboat. haha. u must b wondering, 'cosy'? haha, yes. it was cosy. i tink i ate the most lo. haha. 3 bowls of rice. but den hor, i must emphasise, 3 SMALL bowls of rice = 1 average bowl size + a few spoons of rice. haha. i ate in the morning, i tink.. 2 hours b4 the steamboat. hahaha! ok, so after the steamboat, poor sh n i washed the dishes n put them back, while mt took pix of us washing the dishes as evidence tt we did our job. hahaha. siao! oh ya, mt, send me the pix!! thx. haha.

den after tt.. wat happened ah? haha. erm..let me tink...... i tink we sat in the living room. sh was watching 'huan huan ai' n i started on 2056. 至于 mt... i donno wat she did! haha. oh! she was so bored tt she took her box of accessories out n started to wear n 研究 them. haha. bored until like tt. ahahaha. den she kept looking @ sh laugh. haha. i called jean n asked abt the ica, den sh n mt kept kachao-ing. den mt also kept toking to us. cant concentrate liao. haha. i din know how to do the ica so i stopped n mt played 'just follow law'. den she used her laptop n showed us online clothes ppl sell online. one of them was trace's sis. wa, got many nice one lo! n cheap! haha. definitely budget. so we were like deciding which to buy. in the end, nv buy. haha. need time to tink. but i tink it's 迟早的事 la. haha.

actually said wanna go home abt 5 pm like tt, in the end dragged until 7 pm plus. when sh n i were @ mt's doorstep, abt to wear shoes n leave her house.. i couldnt find another shoe of mine. omg.. someone stole it. i couldnt believe my luck. den mt's shoe also lost. so coincidence, i lost my left shoe, she lost her rite one. so i wore her one back cos it's quite similar. den sh n i went down. mt called n we started toking abt the suspect hu stole our shoes. haha. den i suggested to sh tt we take 145 instead of 273. den sh was like doing some signs, saying tt we go up to mt's house to ding-dong her house. den i said ok. mt was still on the line. den we took the stairs up, n guess wat we saw???!!! we saw our shoes! n someone else's. wa. heng ah. hahaha. so we went up to mt's house, sh covered the.. watz tt called? the peep hole? haha, n also rang the bell. den mt said, 'hey someone rang my doorbell but don wanna let me know hu it is'. den mt asked us to go her house n i told her not to open the door. den min later, sh n i decided to stop the prank n mt opened the door. she asked, 'where's the person?' haha. v.innocent ger. =P den we told her it was us. her face changed 360 degrees. haha. sry sry. she was really scared. ya, i can understand. haha. den we told her we found the shoes. blah blah blah, den sh n i really left. wa. wat an adventure. haha. sh took the same bus wif me though we shld b heading in different direction. *touched+++* haha. thx sh!!! =D

20/6

2007-06-20T05:46:00.000-07:00

yo! went out wif mt,sh & trace. met at bugis cos there's no other places we can go. den walked around. mt n i toked abt the old sec sch days. haha. so much memories. den after walking around bugis village, we went to giordano to have our jeans altered. den went to haji lane..again. haha. but we din enter many shops cos i was like telling them, dis shop v.ex, blah, blah, blah. but i din force them not to enter hor. haha.

den after tt went back to bugis to take our jeans. wa tired.haha. den went to sh's house. home sweet home. haha. den sh on the air con n her laptop. wa..refreshing. den we played the songs in her laptop. den the songs were like v.laggy cos sh got losta stuff in her laptop. den they were like saying i no need to go k box liao. k in sh's house. haha. den i suggested we shld one day go n eat seafood together. or mayb can go seoul garden. they said v.ex. n suggested we eat steamboat instead. den donno how we linked, mt asked us to go her house eat steamboat tml. haha.

ototoi, kino & kyoo

2007-06-16T06:47:00.001-07:00

wa long time no blog. cos my idiot bros take turn to use the com. so selfish. when they use, i don ask them wat time they'll stop. but when it's my turn, always ask wat time i'll stop. they tink the com theirs ah? they only use it for games, nv tink for others.

14/6
on thurs ay, eric & jean came over to my house. b4 tt actually wanna take neoprints, but the shop not opened, so we din take. den we went to fair price to buy ingredients for baking cake. ok, so we reached my house. started preparing all the ingredients. ay looked tired & sleepy. thruout the whole process she was quiet. ok after we took the cake out of the oven, it was too small to b sliced into 1/2. so we din slice. den we mixed the whipping cream. omg..it din turn out the way we expected it to b. the whipping cream was too watery. but no choice. den eric poured the entire bowl of whipping cream onto the cake. abt 9/10 of the plate was covered wif whipping cream, the cake could not b seen. we threw strawberries in. den ay cut the cake. n we started eating. haha it was not bad la. den after eating, we went into the study room & played neopets. haha. it was fun & funny! haha. eric earned lotsa neopoints tt day. haha. it was like 8 pm plus, we went to ABC market to eat. after tt they went home le.

15/6
had appointment @ sgh again. yest was the result. i waited for an hour plus lo! so long. waliao. but thank god the doctor was nice. @ least nicer than the previous ones. my next appointment will b next yr. wow, good. haha. den after appointment, met mt @ chinatown. we supposed to meet sh also, but she was queueing for donuts. famous donuts. haha. it was abt 3-4 pm plus. i rmb some ger in our lecture hall went to queue for the donuts n was late for lecture. haha. her frenz sat in front of us, so i could c the donuts v.clearly. got heart-shaped strawberry in the middle of the donut, got many flavours & most importantly, they looked so delicious!

ok den mt & i walked up n down OG. we saw dis skinny jeans n went to try. initially we took sizes 28 n 29. haha. den in the end they were too big, so i went out to get a smaller size. so pai seh. haha. den after tt tried the smaller size one, but it was still big, so dis time, it was mt's turn to take the jeans. haha. she din go to take the jeans like i did, instead, she signalled for the sales person to come. wa! fu le ta. haha. ok den we tried, still, it was big. so i went to take the jeans. finally, i knew wat size to get. but for mt, it was a tough decision to make. i saw her struggling. haha! evident: she zhu-ah her hair until v.messy. haha. cos we occupied the changing room for a v.long time, the min we came out, a couple hu was waiting to enter the room, looked @ us, den i overheard wat the woman said. she said," liang ge". haha. but mt n i r both gers ma. they worse lo! male n female, both entered the changing room. they also 'liang ge'. ok. den after we bought the jeans, we called sh. it was like 5 pm plus going on 6. she was still queueing! omg, the queue must b damn long.

finally, sh came. it was like 6 pm plus. she also went to look @ the jeans. she liked it too, so she went to try. den mt n i hurried to her dad's shop to pass the donuts n jeans. so poor sh was left in the changing room alone. we came back n sh bought the jeans. den after tt walked around in chinatown. they were toking abt going to sentosa but i don feel like going. den after tt we reached the bus stop, 63 came, den i told them tt. they grabbed me n asked if i wanna go sentosa wif them. so i screamed n all sorts of things. den i heard mt say tt there were ppl looking. haha. 63 was like leaving soon so i said yes. *sob*sob* so pai seh lo.

16/6
went out wif rin n sp today. actually planned to go central 1st, but turned out to go far east instead. we din but anything. den after tt headed to bugis. sp bought 2 tops, rin n i bought a dress each cos they were cheap! haha. 1 for $10,2 for $15. haha. quite nice also. den we went to haji lane. we walked there. den i heard a bell ringing from behind. turned my head n saw many uncles riding tricycles, each wif a passenger inside. they were japanese. so one by one they passed. den suddenly rin stopped n said,"i dare u to wave to them." waliao! hahaha!! den we started waving & greeted them konnichiwa. haha!

ok den we reached haji lane. the street looked not v.nice but the shops were so class-looking! v.nice. outside one shop was a cage. inside the cage were 2 parrots. 2 colourful, beautiful parrots. @ first, we tot they were fake. but after tt we saw them move! wa..v. cute n v.nice. shld have taken a pic of them!! urrgghh! of so many shops we entered, only 1 person greeted us. n the shop sold clothes tt were cheaper than the rest. they were of our taste, so rin n i each bought a top there. den we went to the next shop n looked at the clothes. suddenly rin screamed. den we turned n saw a fat orange cat. haha. so cute lo!! n there was not only 1, but 2 cats! i read in i-weekly. got one reader wrote to i-weekly abt the cats. haha. im glad we could get to c the real thing. den we saw dis shop called '3'. we din know how to enter cos the door looked weird. but when we approached, the door opened by itself n we were shocked. cool. haha. den we entered. male apparels. but nvm, the shop was nice, n so were the bags. den i overheard 2 guys toking. i supposed them to b the bosses of the shop.they were conversing in japanese. den suddenly one of them spoke in english. s'pore english. haha. not singlish, all the 'la', 'lo' all these. but the accent. we were shocked. ok, mayb not s'pore, can b m'sia, etc.

after tt went to tbp to have our dinner. den we went to comic shop to look @ the 3-for-$1 posters rin mentioned. but the sale was gone. den we looked @ the mini cards n saw many pix of max. we were like saying max is the least popular, so got many cards of him. poor thing..den i looked for jj's pix n found 4. den donno how come we suddenly toked abt rin not buying max's pix cos she likes him. i said tt rin wont buy. den suddenly rin went to look for max's pix n asked to pick out ugly pix of max. haha! she wanted to buy the ugly pix cos she wanna get used to it. haha! den rin bought jj's pic for me. haha. a million thx!!! den actually wanna hide the rest of jj's pix de, but i felt bad, n sp said the shop also wanna make business de, so i put them back, but each on a different rack. haha. i still couldnt believe rin actually bought max's pic. dis was the 2nd time. the 1st time also like tt. i said she wont buy but in the end she bought. n the pix of max she bought [1st n 2nd times], max was wearing the same shirt. just tt the 1st pic was zoomed n enlarged. i donno rin bought the pix b cos she liked the shirt max was wearing, or the looks. haha. anyway, we met james. he was wif a ger. sp said james slimmed down le. true. haha. after tt we went home.

ok i tink ttz for today. cya.

my boring trip

2007-06-13T04:18:00.000-07:00

yeah! im back! haha. ok i shall rite down all the 'happenings'.

on sat, went out wif zh, lt, sp, mt, sh & gw. wa i wore smth which @ 1st i tot was ok, but as time went by, i realised it was a mistake. anyway, after eating, we walked around at square 2. sp & i bought a perfume, $10 each. small & convenient for travelling. haha. den went to bugis. walked until tired, went to bugis cafe & ate. i ordered pink guava juice & ah meng. in case u were wondering wat ah meng was, it was a banana & chocolate muffin. it was delicious. haha. but.. i had stomachache after tt. went home @ 6 pm plus to pack luggage, etc. dad kept rushing me. in the end, i was early & mom was the latest.

set off from s'pore @ 10 pm plus to m'sia. b4 boarding the double-decked bus, we saw dis poster on the bus we were sitting--TV, video-on-demand, etc. dad & mom were like 'wow, v.gd'. mom & i sat @ the lower deck & dad @ the upper deck. den when we boarded, wat was on the poster wasnt quite the same as wat we saw. anyway, mom & another auntie started toking & they hit off really well. throughout the entire journey, they were chatting away. i was rather interested in how they changed from conversing in mandarin to hokkien. it was a terrible journey for me cos the seat was really uncomfortable. i couldnt stretch my legs straight & it ached. & i almost froze to death. when we alighted, my cousin & her dad came to pick us up. it was 4 am plus. blah blah blah, we reached the house @ the village.

day 1

the room we were supposed to slp in actually had a frog inside, so mom & i slept in da yi ma's room & dad in the 'frog room'. i saw spider webs in the room, den i told mom but she said it's like tt there. ok nvm. den went to the toilet, saw a spider & some flies. i hesitated for a moment but i got no choice. it was really urgent. den i looked @ the toilet paper. man..it was dirty @ the sides.

slept @ 6 am plus. really tired & hungry. after ah meng, all i ate was pringles 'cheese' & a calorie balance bar. ttz it. but my tireness won. i went to slp. it was morning, so wat u shld expect to hear was the roosters cock-a-doodle-doo. it was so irritating i felt like slapping them left & rite.

woke up by sound made by rats. omg.. it was around 1.20 pm. saw my cousin. he had changed so much. i rmb how close we [ he, my bro & i] used to b. played & jumped around. but now, we were like complete strangers.

my other younger cousins, xiao jiu & xiao jiu mu came over. they have 4 kids now. wow. dad suddently came into the room & asked if i wanted to go out. he told me not to crop myself up @ home. den i said yes & asked him to gimme time to prepare. he said xiao jiu was waiting & asked me to go like tt. pls..den i asked him to go wifout me. now, huz the one cropping me up? den nth to do, i studied lo. it was really boring i fall aslp.

mom woke me up & asked if i wanted to drink coconut. i said yes. den she chopped the coconut & poured the juice into a cup, den dug out the flesh. it had been yrs since i last drank & ate coconut. mom said she climbed up the tree & got the coconut. wow. haha.

day 2

did nth.mom asked me to go out [as in to leave the house & step into the 'animal kingdom'] & c dogs bathe in the water. dirty water. den i went lo. the dogs went down & bathed. haha. so cute. but wat was un-cute was, the dog came up, shoke & splashed the water onto me. nvm la. a kinda 'entertainment' for me. haha. mom said all the dogs there r males. the females died. so now must wait for a female dog to come. i pity tt female dog.
den after tt mom asked me to c the pineapples. they were big & fat. den she asked me to ba cao. so i did. wa i perspired a lot. @ least i had smth to do. haha.

in the evening, mom's fren brought us out for dinner. den after tt went to a store called Billion tt resembled s'pore's CK department store. after tt went back.

day 3

after breakfast, took pix of da yi ma, er yi ma & grandpa. oh ya, forgot to mention, for breakfast, i ate dumplings for 3 consecutive days. n i din BO during my stay here. we packed our luggages & waited for time to fly.

mom's fren brought us to the bus's pick-up point. again, the bus was uncomfortable. legs v.pain. haiz. finally arrived in s'pore! i rmb when i alighted from the bus, got a group of uncles came up & asked,"taxi? taxi?" i was shocked. den i was like, wait, wait, let me take my luggage 1st. wa..fierce competition. den reached home @ 5 am plus. tired..

ok. so ttz it for my journey to m'sia. boring rite? *yawn...haha. hmmm...tml is thurs. ay, eric & jean will b coming over tml to bake cake. hope it'll b successful. haha.

boring boring boring days to come

2007-06-08T12:08:00.000-07:00

going out later wif many ppl later [cos it's 3 plus am now]. got a lot of ppl [but i donno how many altogether, cos it's not confirmed yet], haha lazy to list them down. sry.

haiz..soon, i'll b on a bus, heading towards KL.no shopping no anything.. i have not pack my luggage yet. was busy playing RO & updating my mp3. i scare on the bus listen to same songs v.sian. i cant imagine wat will happen there. eric said m'sia got bird flu..i scare also. but dad told me not to worry, if grandpa's area affected, they definitely will call & tell us not to go de. so..it shld b safe ba. hopefully.

anyway, went fot checkup @ sgh yest. haiz. found out smth. donno shld b sad or angry. i tink shld feel sad more than anger ba. haiz. i cant help it la. god wans it to b dis way. & my body is like tt, i must accept. at most when i grow old die only ma. death is not scary. wat worries me most is to c my family feel sad if im gone.

life is like tt la. mayb i did smth wrong in my previous life so i must 'pay'.haha. i know it sounds stupid, lame, ridiculous & all other adjectives u can name. hmmm.. ok la gotta slp liao.

but b4 i leave, i must say: 1) i may not be able to get u guys anything 2) must miss me

yesterday & today

2007-06-04T22:51:00.000-07:00

i woke up in the middle of the nite--abt 4.57am. & saw tt martin was not back yet.den in the morning,heard mom tok to some1.so i partially opened my eyes & saw tt she was talking to martin.it was abt 7am. wth..it's totally ridiculous & outrageous. too much already. he did not call last nite to say tt he would b staying overnite in his fren's house or anything. totally no news of him. mom was so worried she could not slp well the entire nite. she was supposed to go to work at tt time,but she stayed on to wait for him.he tink wat? old enuff already huh? wanna follow his bro..stay overnite @ fren's house den come back the next morning. @ least lun still got inform dad & mom. martin leh? don even bother. den must as well don come home! he still treat tt as his house meh?

just now had HS 2082 lecture. den got dis fat ass sitting behind jean, kept kicking our seats. i really v.bui song. 2 things im v.surprised. 1st is he's so short but still managed to kick our seats. den the 2nd thing is, he's worst than shit, how can he have so many gfs? casanova some more.omg..i really feel like puking now..

anyway, jean passed her skills! congrats! last nite i msg n asked her abt it, she sounded unhappy. & dis morning, she looked just like tt. so i tot...haha. ok, today is rocket's turn le, jia you!! chiong ah!!

生日快乐!

2007-06-04T04:20:00.001-07:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MICKY YOOCHUN!!

haha.yeah,today is micky's bday,so the song u'r listening to now, is happy birthday sang by hero.haiz hope can celebrate all the dbsk members' bdays wif them. =P

nth much happened today.got rehearsal n they don understand wat im presenting.cos the thing v.chim.haiz..confirm will bore the class de.den we nv tok much to xf.but i got ask her abt my part, she sounded ok.den after the rehearsal,we watched the 2nd [which is also the last] part of the movie on DID.i don understand the climax of the movie b4 kathleen explained.i believe most of the ppl in the lecture hall also don understand.haha. k,i'll tok abt the movie here.so if u have watched the movie n don wanna read dis,it's ok.u can skip the part below.i forgive u.

it's abt a guy name malcom rivers.4 yrs ago,he committed murder.den the court sentenced him death penalty.den got dis psychiatrist found & read malcom's diary & found diff. handwritings,diff. names & diff. emotions.den after gathering more info, the psyciatrist diagnosed malcom as having DID & told the court abt it.he believed that it was one of the identities that control & took over malcom's body in committing the murder-out of malcom's free will.den they had a discussion.

the psychiatrist carried out a therapy on malcom.malcom imagined tt he,together with other strangers, were trapped in a motel b cos of a flood caused by the rain.the strangers were: a family of 3 in which the little boy's name is Jimmy; a couple who just got married; a ger [i donno her name,so let's just name her..sherry,haha]; a policeman & a prisoner;the owner of the motel, & lastly, malcom & an actress [malcom was the actress's driver].

one by one, they were killed mysteriously.the ones remaining were malcom, the policeman & sherry.den the scene was brought back to malcom, in a discussion room wif the psychiatrist & some other ppl hu i believed to b the judge, jury etc.malcom was caught in 2 situations: in the discussion room & the motel.dis was the part tt i was confused.in the end,'malcom' died in the motel wif the policeman,hu was a fake.sherry was the only survivor.

den the scene was back to the discussion room.so wat actually happened was: the psychiatrist carried out dis therapy, in which the 10 identities [the strangers] were supposed to kill one another, & hopefully, the survivor would b the good one,& not the one hu committed the murder 4 yrs ago.

so,sherry was the only survivor. the scene was brought back to malcom inside a car, hand-cuffed, wif the psychiatrist & some1 else. malcom was well [b cos sherry was the only identity left]. den the scene was back to sherry. she was in her hometown,den donno for wat reason, she started to dig the ground. she found a key [it was the item found beside all the other identities when they were murdered]. she was terrified.den she looked up & saw jimmy standing in front of her. so..the truth: jimmy, the little boy, was the behind all the murders.

malcom had a headache & looked really miserable. the psychiatrist was worried & opened the 'window' which separated him from malcom.
jimmy was holding a weapon [which is a smaller version of wat zhu ba jie was holding in 'the journey to the west'].so u know wat happened to sherry.
malcom went bersek.he strangled the psychiatrist wif a chain & i tink the other guy was killed too. in the end,all the identities,other than jimmy, died. so it means..malcom=jimmy=murderer.

ok finally,end of story.haha.i v.lor soh. felt like i just finished writing a script for a drama. anyway,i really don understand how jimmy actually got all the strength to kill so many ppl. 'malcom' & the fake policeman killed each other; the owner of the motel was shot by the policeman; jimmy's dad was knocked down by the motel owner [jimmy's trap]. in the scene where the guy [the just married couple] was killed n his wife opened the door & saw a shadow holding a knife, it was the shadow of a tall man, not a little boy's. so it's really weird, but the story was fascinating.haha.

ok,gotta stop & eat liao.cya.

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2007-06-04T04:05:00.000-07:00

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2007-06-02T23:29:00.000-07:00

phew! i finally finished my script for hs2117.erm..mayb not.still got 1 more thing i need to clarify wif xf. for the 2nd & 3rd drug,she helped me do de.out of courtesy, i shld thank her de.so..thx le [though she wont b reading dis] ! haiz.for dis weekend,i din get to enjoy myself [much]. sad..been facing the com for many hours..esp yest.it was really scary.ok la,don tok abt the stupid ICA le.gimme headache..

i suddenly rmb smth. few days ago, i was on the train n it was v.crowded, so had to squeeze. den there was dis lady in front of me.she just bathed n din dry her hair.omg..tt smell...intolerable..it smelled really bad i had to turn my face away.ok la don say ppl la.i also don smell nice.haha.so the moral of the story is: dry ur hair [not wif dryer of cos] after u bathe.erm..if u r in a hurry,partial wet also nvm.but @ least do smth to it.haha.=P act la.

yeah tml can watch the movie on DID.last wk don have.ic the wrong timetable.den jean got skills tml.best of luck!! haha.den we can go home 1st. =D

bad day

2007-06-02T00:23:00.000-07:00

the calendar was rite..yest wasa bad day..

on wed, jean n i tok abt my drug part, den we discussing wif xf. she said we still got lotsa time to do. i was quite shocked by wat she said cos normally, she would wanna finish the ICA asap. tt day was exceptional. den nvm lo,we stopped.

den yest was supposed to rehearse [i donno abt it] but my info for the drug not enuff. only the 1st drug was done. n the 4th drug is the same as the 1st so it's ok. den the 2nd n 3rd one were the prob. esp the 2nd one. xf wanted to find the actions in details.omg..it's so detailed tt i tink it's not for our level. i don tink all the SN in the hospitals know all the details. i told her den she said even yr 1 know tt the drug has dis dis action, but we'r already yr 2, we must know how the drug does dis action. n of cos i nth to say ma,den let her find lo. den i found some n showed it to her, she wanted MORE details..omg..dis is never ending..

yest was the 1st time we stayed in sch for so long.we even heard the announcement for the closure of the library. den we left. it was closed to 9pm.. reached home around 10+. den i received a msg from jean.she said xf sent an e-mail to us. the e-mail was abt how she felt. den i told jean i would read today, after i finished finding the drug thingy cos i scare it might affect my mood.

i woke up at 9+ n started at 10+ am.the details she wanted, most of it i don understand lo. so i sent to her n asked her to help me.haiz.. y must it always b like tt? quarrel b cos our opinions r diff. she said we misunderstood her. but i tink we only stand by our views.

the 3rd child

2007-05-30T23:27:00.000-07:00

bloody f***er..wat have i done wrong?last nite his eyes were swollen,n the doctor fees were abt $50+.n i knew he had yet to bathe.so i just asked him to go bathe,den put the eye drops.wat the hell is wrong wif tt?he ignored me n lay his dirty body on the bed.den dis morning,he wore the same clothes again.obviously he doesnt care.den he went to use the computer.i asked him to bathe n whether he has washed his face n put the eye drop.tt idiot ignored me.pretend like i wasnt there,totally invisble.so i continue to ask him y he din ans me.he said cos he's happy.den i asked if he really is happy.he said ya.den i said u can lie to me but not to urself.den i say den there must b smth wrong wif me la.den i asked him watz wrong wif me.den he said "god knows".i really felt like slapping him at tt moment.if u were not my bro,do u tink i f***ing care?take me for granted izzit?he treats his frenz better than he treats any of us in the family.mayb except lun.wth..n now im wasting my tears on him..it''s not the 1st time.i really feel like killing him rite now!! y do i have such bro?he takes every1 for granted.esp dad n mom.when they asked him to go down n help,he ignored them n continued to use the com.den give all sorts of stupid excuses,"i v.tired";"my legs v.pain".wth..our parents downstairs ache more than u do.toking abt being exhausted n pain,u can nv compare wif them.n trust u to even have the guts to say tt.it's really v.shameless.n they work so hard for wat?for our sch fees n ur tuition fees.ur tuition fees alone weigh more than lun & i's sch fees.n out of 7 subjects,u passed only 3,which 2 r border-line passes.n u did not put in effort.everyday wake up,on the com.play until u happy.don have at least 8-10h of playing u wont stop.ok.now he's slping again..

28/5

2007-05-27T22:00:00.000-07:00

yo im here to blog.today is mon..so it means..there's a test later!! actually it's not a test,it's an exam.a 1 to 1,face to face exam wif lecturer.omg..n each time i face a lecturer,i'll shiver n freeze to (almost) death!! omg..thank god dis time we got practise our skills constantly.so..70% no worries.den the remaining 30% is carelessness,nrevousness n..silliness.haha.hope everyone in 0630 will pass.jia you!!

yest mom was toking abt our trip to m'sia in june.she suggested we join a tour group.she explained y but i forgot.anyway,i tink we can go shopping liao.yeah! haha.=P den lun said smth ridiculous,stupid n unbelivable.he told us to go off wifout him after shopping,cos he'll b meeting his frenz..in m'sia (den go to grandpa's place from the city)! den our faces changed immediately.he toked as if he knows the place inside out,upside down.-_-" den martin said he go to m'sia like going to tiong bahru.haha!! he's so rite.we don even know how to go to the village from the city.it's a long journey.n our cousin wont b free to pick us up dis time.so we have to go by ourselves.hope we wont get lost.haiz.anyway,a piece of advice to lun,though he wont b reading dis: if u really wanna meet ur frenz,don come wif us.go wif ur frenz instead.n i know u'r 'v.rich', so don get a single cent from dad n mom!

oh ya.i forgot.haha.yest rin came over to my house.she came twice.first time,she brought her hp over.den after tt she went back home to get her lappy.den we watched dbsk videos.den she left at 3 plus.den around 5-6plus,she called,saying she couldnt find her hp.den i looked around the study room.but couldnt find it anywhere.i tried calling her hp,no response.den i came to know tt she actually put it in silent mode.omg.den after tutor left,rin came over.she was v.worried.den we sat in the study room.suddenly..she lifted a (mini) notebook n...IT WAS HER HP!omg.so near yet so far.it was just below the notebook.it looked like there was nth below it.haha.ok.den after tt,i studied for my 2057 in the study room.lun n marti were using the com,rin was inside,i couldnt possibly leave her rite.=P she asked me to study outside so i wont b distracted.but too late,im already distracted.haha.

den while studying,rin kept trying to act like DJ--a DJ for singaporeans hu love K-pop.haha.den she started to act lo.den receive phone call,dedicate songs,play the songs.everything was ok in the beginning,den,i began to 'prank call' her.haha!! it was really funny.she said there'll b a special guest tml,den tml is here.she told the audience to sms n guess hu the special guest is.den she made up all sorts of sms.'some' guessed fly to the sky,'some' guessed rain.but in the end,guess huz the special guest?it was dbsk!haha.den 'dbsk' came.rin posed as different voices.den i 'called' n scolded her for being a liar cos dbsk wasnt there.n tt she herself has DID,aka multiple identity disorder.haha.aiya.got many prank calls from me la.it was realy funny but i donno how to say.we laughed like siao.n the last call was from her 'boss',saying tt she was fired.n it was on air.she let the whole world know tt she's been fired--on air!!haha.she was fired cos more n more ppl stop listening to the 'FM'.haha.the 'FM' was '99.9'.haha.we laughed like siao.

TVXQ U ROCK MY WORLD!!

2007-05-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

yes!u'r currently listening to dbsk's latest,newest new song!!yeah!haha.but v.poor thing,they just released their jap album n hafta get bz wif their jap n kor single.n not to forget their 2nd asia tour concert.they simply rock!

anyway,long time no blog liao.i'll tok abt mon.haha.i still rmb.during our hs2119 lect,kathleen showed us a movie on DID,n it was really v.nice.n the climax was like watching a horror film.n jean jept closing her ears while i closed my mouth.i was scared tt i might just scream.den got one part,many girls shrieked @ the top of their voices,including jean n i.haha.n i saw jean turning to face my direction n her face was like so funny!haha.=P but the movie was to be continued.

ok.n i just found out tt my skills test is next mon!omg,i havent even touch the book lo!omg.n im the 2nd person..but i tink cynthia must b more nervous.haha.anyway,best of luck to all.=D

yest was our hs2037 ica presentation on acute liver failure.teacher said our presentation was impressive. =D!! she said our pathophysiology n collaborative management v.gd.n the best thing was,she gave us an 'A'!! yeah,cheers to all!!

n today was our hs2119 ica presentation on DID.n kathleen sang us praises too.haha.phew.thank god it's over.we were more worried abt 2119 than 2037 cos of our skit.anyway,smth nasty happened b4 the presentation.i don feel like saying the details so i'll just skip tt.anyway,i felt really guilty n bad.but luckily everything's ok le.hope tt it wont happen in future again.

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pix siao

2007-05-20T00:10:00.000-07:00

wa so long nv blog liao.been playing RO for days.become addicted.haha.many things happened in the few days that i did not blog.

like on friday,after sch our grp stayed back n actually wanted to rehearse only.but xf got things to change again.so we hafta discuss.den after discussion [ay left 1st cos she meeting her fren],jean told xf tt if there's any changes,we shld do it earlier n not last min.den xf went on n on.it was like last yr.so-called 'argument'.n the atmosphere simply sux! xf cried.n i could c tears in jean's eyes.haiz..y must it always b like dis? den after some time,the conversation ended.we walked out of the library,n it felt so weird.jean met her fren so she left.den b4 eric,aishah n i went separate ways wif xf,i told xf tt i really like our grp,n blah blah blah.i forgot wat i said.

haiz.ok skip tt part.met sp @ tbp.n we saw veron!she changed so much!man,i was lost for words.actually wanted to say hi,but her bf was wif her,so i din.

btw,we took pix during our discussion.haha.=P

look @ ay!! =P

aishah looked tired.zzZ...

wa,zhuai ah.

hey look so happy,like they are having a fun time tgt.haha!

from R to L: cheeky eric; worried ay; confused jean

wow.epithelium erica's pretty plaits done by ay.haha. =P

jean & i =)

powerpuff ay.haha. =P

dis was taken on 17/5.*ahem* pls focus ur attention on the lipstick marking rather than smth else. my poor hand,'wu ran' by eric..her lips look like sausage. =P !!

dis was taken in apr.tt time still havent created dis blog.since now uploading pix,might as well upload dis.haha.

poor eric.haha.

sub grp 1 =)

yeah! eric & i made dis! it may look disgusting on the outside,but on the inside,it's v.nice! haha.for evidence,ask eric.haha.=P

yeah again!! i made dis! haha.i'm so proud of it + myself. =D

ok i tink i'll stop here.been doing dis for so long! tired liao.bb.

sob..='(

2007-05-14T02:13:00.000-07:00

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our great saturday =D

2007-05-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

yo im here to blog!went out wif mt,sh n gwen yest.they met at 10am cos mt got dental.but v.fast done liao.den i met them at far east.i tried a lot of clothes there.haha.n i saw clothes tt i like but i din buy cos either too ex,or doesnt suit me.so v.sad.but in the end still bought smth.haha.den after tt went to bugis village n i saw the clothe which i just bought,exactly the same!so i asked the sales person.thank god i bought it @ a cheaper price.haha.=P den spent the rest of the day @ bugis junction.

lao niang told me there got a booth which sells socks/stockings,n we found it.i scare i couldnt fit so i asked the sales ger to let me try.haha.den mt said v.dirty n disgusting.cos donno how many ppl wore b4 liao.haha.it fitted just nice so i bought 4 pairs for $10.ok den blah blah blah.

we ate dinner @ a coffee shop opp. bugis junction.den when eating,gwen saw dis double decker bus.on the doors were written "no sugar".den we discussed.it means no sweet stuff.so i said,scardy we kena caught for eating sweets,we can tell them it's sugar-free.haha.ok not funny.

den after eating,walked again.we saw an empty massage chair.the banner behind wrote "improves blood circulation n soothes backache',smth like tt.haha.den sh sat on it.den gwen donno how to on so the uncle hu sat beside sh helped to on it.haha.wa when the thing on liao,sh started laughing.haha.den after sh stood up,gwen n i fought for the chair.i won.haha! =P n i laughed also.it's like da gu lo.haha.being hit by many drum sticks like tt.haha.but it was really good la.haha.den a while later the uncle left.so gwen went to sit on it.she laughed also.haha.den i let mt sit.she laughed like siao.haha.it was a 'funny' chair.

den went to sit outside the cinema ticket counter upstairs.we tok abt lotsa stuff.haha.it was 8 plus going to 9pm soon n i still din feel like going home yet.so i suggested we watch late nite movie.sh n gwen v.on & steady.but mt don wan.den nvm lo.cos i no money also.haha.spent a lot yest.

btw,we took neoprint.we din know how to use the machine so one of the pix looked weird.ok gotta go le.wanna watch 'america's next top model',cya!

SUPPORT S.H.E'S ['PLAY'] & DBSK'S ['5 IN THE BLACK'] NEW ALBUMS !! BUY THE ORIGINAL!!

2007-05-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

yeah today is fri n tml is sat.haha.we went for 2117 lecture today-1h nia.cos it was so boring n jean felt aslp.den i happened to look at her feet when she suddenly jerked [izzit spelled dis way?] n kicked her feet in the air.not only dis,she jumped too.it was funny.i could still rmb.but too bad i couldnt video it.haha.=P den after tt we 'pon tank'.haha.den when walking to the mrt [still in nyp],i saw smth! i saw 'rainbow' in the fountain.a v.nice n rare sight.so i took a pic of it [watch v.carefully!].n im proud of it.haha.=D

met sp @ outram.we went to buy my s.h.e album at pc.den after tt went to tbp to jalan jalan.den after tt went back home.wa s.h.e's new songs all v.nice!! so happy! =D n of cos,dbsk's new album is just as great.haha.

a series of unfortunate events...

2007-05-10T07:29:00.000-07:00

sway sway sway!!all i can say is dis!dis morning ms dorothy told vigi n i tt our make-up lesson will b from 6-7pm!!omg..n some classes they'll come n start late.so we hafta get prepared to go home later than 7pm!wabiang..my dears all go home at 5pm lo..den ms dorothy assessed our catheter insertion.i inflated the balloon but i tink i did not grip the syringe n the catheter properly,the water just shot out like urine.den my face,n poor ay kena.wa throw face..anyway,sry lao niang.haha.den after clinical today,went to eat @ kou fu.den kena cheated $0.20.though its v.little money,but i don feel gd being cheated!=P n i tink i deserve it.i wore my strawberry 3/4 pants today.n it's so freaking tight..i tink tt area losing bld supply soon.so bo bian hafta release the front button.

so here i m.@ e-plaza posting.now it's only 2.18 pm.today so sway,confirm there's more bad luck coming later.haiz.how come ah.i already checked the chinese calendar.it says today 'ji'.not accurate.

yeah!finally the make-up lesson is over!haha.after sch i joined viji they all.den saw ms ng.den cynthia n vanessa toked to her.den ms ng asked us go her office.she wanna treat us chocolate.cynthia was so excited,haha.den we went to lv 6.sat down n tok abt their 'probs'.haha.abt being skinny etc.wa the chocolate damn nice lo.it's from finland..FINLAND!!haha.where santa claus is believed to come from.wat was written on the chocolate wrapper was 'geisha'.so i tot it was from japan.haha.i ate 3.here's a pic of it.actually i ate the chocolate liao.so inside the wrapper is newspaper.haha.i stuff it inside.

ok now tok abt the make-up lesson.cynthia n vanessa told us tt the lecturer in 401 no gd so viji n i went to room 402.we joined grp 17.class should start at 6pm.but most of the ppl reached at abt 6.10pm.n it took them >5min to settle down.viji n i were already seated,there were still so many pairs of legs standing around.v.messy lo.den when they finally sat down,a ger actually 'bargained' wif the teacher.she asked if the teacher could release them at 7.30 cos last wk she released them at 7.45.wa..den a guy said."7.15 la,cher."n tt poor teacher.most of the time she was toking to herself or only to part of the class.den at 6.50,viji n i left.haha.

hmmm..so i guess ttz all for today.tml is friday,woooohhhhhooooo.....!!!

9/5:sway 8/5:izzit possible to fall in love wif someone u've nv met b4?

2007-05-09T04:06:00.000-07:00

wabiang i damn sway lo.woke up at around 7.50 dis morning.i din hear my alarm rang or my auntie waking my bro up.n worst,i din hear my bro's noisy alarm clock which could wake the entire family up.den i quickly rushed to the toilet to brush my teeth.i just started brushing my incisors,den my hp rang.lun picked up n passed it to me.it was jean.den i asked her "怎么办?"wa panic like siao.den blah blah blah.finally left the house.stupid 63.took so long to come.i kept looking @ my watch,so i knew v.clearly wat time the bus started its engine-8.17am.den blah blah blah.thank god vigi taking the make up lesson wif me.=P i don wann join other classes.n the make up lesson is tml.until 6pm.sob..cant go home wif my dear,darling n honey liao.sob...='(

btw,yest no sch cos lessons were e-learning.i woke up at 1pm [wa,song. =)].den studied until 2,3 plus.got ready to go tbp buy groceries for dad.supposed to meet sp at 4.but i was late n we met at around 4.30pm.den we tok a lot.haha.cant say la.anyway,s.h.e's album will b out dis friday,meeting sp to buy n decorate smth.looking forward.=D

5/5

2007-05-05T10:06:00.000-07:00

slept at 3 plus am last nite n woke up at 1 plus pm today by sp's call.after tt on hp n saw eric's msg.she asked if i free @ 12nn.den i replied.she said she was @ bugis n wanted to come to my house.i freaked out.haha.havent brush teeth n wash face lo.den she said gimme half an hr to prepare.wa.den i quickly rush.ok.den we met.went to queensway.bought a skirt.=) den she gotta go to work liao,so after paying,we rushed to the bus stop.i don wanna go home so early so ask sp go tiong walk walk.den she told me she meeting her fren @ orchard.so bo bian,i followed.

went to sp's house,she showed me v.er pix of HM.omg..!!besides 'er',donno wat words to use to describe the pix lo!haha i v.bad.den we left for taka.met her fren,hu met a guy fren,hu was from oss.haha.initially b4 seeing dis guy,sp n i tot it was someone else.but thank god it wasnt.haha.
den we went to dfs to see the staff.wa.dfs changed a lot lo.they even have an information counter @ the entrance.den risis no more liao(or they change location?) cos tt part got renovation.we went to cst counter n saw ling.she's still the same.haha.den after tt went to lvl 2 to see perfume.wa the dior perfume v.nice lo(so is the price)!of cos la,dior leh.den went downstairs to tok to those aunties.sp n i tok to one auntie.her daughter also studying nursing @ nyp,den kept toking abt signing bonds.wa.i listen until v.sian lo.falling aslp soon.haha.den we left dfs,feeling extremely tired after listening to the auntie's 'sutra'.
den we went to chinatown to see perfume.sp wanted to buy hugo boss,den after the uncle recommended bvlgari de,she changed her mind n bought tt.i like dior's addict 2 n escada's pacific paradise,but v.ex.den the uncle recommended paris hilton's one.it smells sweet n not tt strong,so i bought it.=)
did an IQ test.my result same as jean's.132.izzit good?haha.n also did a personality test.im an altruist.

You are an altruist; you are kind, selfless, always ready to give of yourself. Everyone knows that you're a great guy. You look out for your friends, and you're always ready to participate in charitable actions. It's rare for you to have a bad word to say about anybody.

went to ay's blog,did dis psycho test,it's v.true!below is the test result.

You dare not be yourself: the repressed self
You find it a bit difficult to be yourself. You don’t like to overshadow others and you prefer to avoid conflict and tension. You want to get affirmation, but you don’t like taking risks. But as this is rarely possible, you usually just give up on it. You don’t always consciously give up, that’s for sure, but often in hindsight you can see that you put your needs, aspirations, dreams and desires to one side…
But it’s not all bad: your attitude has allowed you to develop good listening skills and you are empathic; you have a real respect for other people and a genuine desire not to make others uncomfortable or upset them. This makes you a nice person to be around and someone who integrates easily into groups.
The price you pay for this is regret and frustration and you also risk getting a reputation with others for being dull or boring because you hardly ever express an opinion. Because of this you might feel undervalued or a bit down from time to time.
Why don’t you assert yourself more? It is sometimes necessary to hurt people, annoy them or contradict them in order to survive. A period of tension is a price you sometimes have to pay if you are to make yourself understood and you’ll find that you will usually be forgiven much quicker than you think.

today..

2007-05-04T10:36:00.000-07:00

yeah im here to blog again.dis morning smth yucky & disgusting happened.it still 'haunts' me.haha.wat a word to use.but i tink is b cos of my stupidity.ok,drop the subject.
made a big change to the blog.thx to jean!!thx!haha ma fan her a lot today.anyway,today we finally finish the 2037 ica.hopefully there wont b so many changes like the previous times.coming up next is 2119 ica.wabiang.everything is happening so fast i cant catch my breath.haiz.
ok nth to rite liao.nite zzZ..

happy birthday!=D

2007-05-03T05:18:00.000-07:00

today is mom's birthday.supposed to buy cake when i reached tbp [after i alight from the train].den in the end,i forgot.when i reached the house bus stop den rmb.den bo bian,no bakery shop here.so hafta go back to tbp to buy.wa..i just alight from the bus lo..den nd to board again.confirm when i board,the driver must tink tt im weird.n waste my $1.20 bus fare.haha.

haiz tml gotta go library find journal on research method.sounds boring.but the lecture contents still ok.@ least the lecturer nv stop to look @ his notes,n most importantly,he din tok abt himself n disgusting topics.

ok gotta end here,wanna watch dbsk's video @ youtube.haha.they rock!=D

hello again

2007-05-01T23:09:00.000-07:00

1st of all,thx to eric for helping me wif dis blog.im a blog-idiot,may nd ur help again.haha.=P